Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Well Crap

Seems I'm on a roll today. It has occured to me that this is not a fine day to be me. Something clicked in my head this morning when I woke up and decided for me that this would be a crappy day. Because, you know, we don't actually CHOOSE to be in bad moods, the thought alone is just ridiculous(Yes, I'm being extremely sarcastic).

So, I already talked about the old lady in the tahoe, but I was in a bitchy mood waaaaay before that. I went off on Derek early this morning. It didn't turn into an arguement or something, it just went along the lines of "what's the matter?", "I'm just having a bad day, don't talk to me". I got better, but then little bitchy perched right back on my shoulder and planted herself there firmly. I got frustrated with a work issue, and ended up being very ugly to one of my coworkers. It was totally uncalled for, and I apologized, but of course I still feel shitty about it. I didn't want to be in a bad mood, and I surely didn't want to act like a 2 year old at work. I have since kicked little bitchy off of my shoulder and invited little sweetie to stay with me the rest of the day.

Oh, and coworker, if you ever read this, again, I am so, so, so sorry. You are a dear and did not deserve for me to be bitchy to you. Please forgive me. Are we still friends? :)

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